Still waiting for good news to come our way! Keep those prayers and good thoughts coming our way. I can't say just yet what you're praying for, but when it happens I'll let you know.
Even so, today was a good day. I spent my morning and afternoon with Buggy, went to school, and got to see HM in the evening for awhile. It's pretty much my perfect day. With so much stress in my life; school, work, finding better work, money, bills, etc. It's nice just to have time with them. Each of them separately of course, but together too. I cannot wait until they are the two I wake up to every morning and go to bed alongside every night,. One day it will happen for us, I just know it.
As far as the work thing goes, I started the job about two months ago now, maybe longer but I don't really remember. I love my job, I have a great boss and coworkers plus I LOVE what I do. I go to work happy to be there and leave happy having been there. I will admit I've had some stressful days to date but they're totally worth it. There's nothing better than loving what you do. The pay and hours are pretty crappy, but I do quite enjoy the job.
I got a couple of good leads today that would move my life in the right direction. A possible better job is one of them, the one I'm really hoping for would set me up for life pretty much. It's the whole package; 40 hours, benefits, stability. Pretty much everything most Michigan jobs are lacking nowadays. Keep us in your prayers readers, we need all the help we can get!
Until next time, we keep putting one foot in front of the other.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Monday, November 28, 2011
It's been awhile
So I'm pretty sure no one is out there, especially since I haven't written in months. But just in case anyone is, here's the update.
Buggy is officially A toddler. She's a walking, talking, running, person of her own. She eats by herself, drinks by herself, and can operate totally independently from me for an amount of time. This, my dear followers, is bittersweet. I miss who she was, I loved those baby days; yet I am totally in love with who she is at the moment. Every day she amazes me with all of the things she learns and knows. Barney is her favorite show, and baby einstein still too. She loves milk and eats all of her veggies! The terrible two's are on their way in (oh joy!) and sweet baby days are on their way out (tear). Bring it on two, we're heading full force.
As far as everything else goes, my wonderful friend who I mentioned before has become my even more wonderful boyfriend. I honestly don't know what we would do without him. He's there for me no matter what and is nothing but thrilled to be Buggy's dada. We are hopefully moving in together soon and starting our life as a family. I cannot wait to be with the two people I love most in this world every day and every night.
Sending her to HIM has not gotten any easier. It seems to me as though he's only stuck around because my boyfriend wants to be her dad. He causes nothing but problems and headache for all those involved. I cannot believe things have come to this. He dragged me through a horrible court case where he did nothing but lie to try to get his way. Now, even though everyone decided against him, he still thinks he holds something over my head. Can you believe it?
All I can say is what goes around comes around. We are happy and so much better off without him. I can see a very wonderful future for myself, Buggy, and my HM. Each day we grow closer to becoming the family that Buggy should have had from day 1. She was meant to be his baby and I was meant to be his BG. Until next time, we keep moving forward.
Buggy is officially A toddler. She's a walking, talking, running, person of her own. She eats by herself, drinks by herself, and can operate totally independently from me for an amount of time. This, my dear followers, is bittersweet. I miss who she was, I loved those baby days; yet I am totally in love with who she is at the moment. Every day she amazes me with all of the things she learns and knows. Barney is her favorite show, and baby einstein still too. She loves milk and eats all of her veggies! The terrible two's are on their way in (oh joy!) and sweet baby days are on their way out (tear). Bring it on two, we're heading full force.
As far as everything else goes, my wonderful friend who I mentioned before has become my even more wonderful boyfriend. I honestly don't know what we would do without him. He's there for me no matter what and is nothing but thrilled to be Buggy's dada. We are hopefully moving in together soon and starting our life as a family. I cannot wait to be with the two people I love most in this world every day and every night.
Sending her to HIM has not gotten any easier. It seems to me as though he's only stuck around because my boyfriend wants to be her dad. He causes nothing but problems and headache for all those involved. I cannot believe things have come to this. He dragged me through a horrible court case where he did nothing but lie to try to get his way. Now, even though everyone decided against him, he still thinks he holds something over my head. Can you believe it?
All I can say is what goes around comes around. We are happy and so much better off without him. I can see a very wonderful future for myself, Buggy, and my HM. Each day we grow closer to becoming the family that Buggy should have had from day 1. She was meant to be his baby and I was meant to be his BG. Until next time, we keep moving forward.
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