So today was not a good day. I've known there were custody papers coming, I was just not prepared for what I was about to receive. There are so many thoughts running through my head, how can I keep them all straight?
I had such a good day yesterday, but two steps forward one step back. I now have 21 days to get some money together, find a lawyer, and file my own papers. It isn't going to be easy when I am just starting my job monday, but I have no other choice.
How could he do this to her? How could he do this to me? This is something he told me he would never ever do, but now he is! I am in utter disbelief of the current situation. Every time I think things are changing and getting better, he throws another low blow, and I'm back to feeling hurt and alone.
I've got so many people supporting me and trying to help that I could never thank them all. Most of them don't even know this blog exists. Thank you everyone, I love you and appreciate you. If I don't seem to pleasant the next couple of days just give me some time.
Until then I keep on moving, one foot in front of the other, one step at a time. I've got my girl and that's all I care about. She is my number one priority.
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