That is how I feel today. After yesterday's events I totally spaced on the fact that my online class started, luckily for me the instructor didn't drop me!
Today is about me and Buggy. She had a HORRIBLE night. Cried and whined almost all night long, but we got through it and she slept until noon. This was a good thing. She doesn't even seem to be off of her schedule. It stinks that she's going through some kind of pain at night and I cannot help her. It can be one of two things: teething, severe reflux, or both. Either way, I do my best to make her comfortable and lull her back to sleep. Lucky for me, Barney can be easily found on youtube.
As far as the papers, I've not really thought much about them. My attorney says that there isn't much to worry about, so I'm taking his advice and not stressing about it. I'm confident in my ability to raise my child and to provide a safe and stable living environment for her.
So for now I'm savoring every single moment I have with her, taking lots of pictures and videos, and looking out for her and I. Still putting one foot in front of the other, and taking it day by day. If you're out there and going through this, you're not alone. Together we will get through this.
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